Hilton Haven Motel by cardboardamerica@gmail, flickr
Things went off kilter during the renovations. We no longer sleep together. I’m in 3A, he’s off somewhere else in this motel. Possibly doing several of the chamber maids. Possibly at the same time.
“You’re too conservative.” He flung that one around about everything from our sex life to selecting a mini-Palm species to line the driveway. The Florida Arms. A motel we purchased fifty-fifty off E-Bay.
“Never trust a photo array,” I’m telling Rhonda over the room phone. “All my money sunk into this place. What did I know about toxic mold?”
Rhonda is my younger sister and she’s pragmatic. “Can’t you sell your share?” When I don’t answer she screams, “Hello? Hello? Hello?”
“Still here. Unfortunately.” I’m still here.
Along with the mold, the unfinished garden, a cheating boyfriend. More than half the rooms needing paint and refurbishing. We hired the sniffing beagles for a room by room bed-bug snoop. It wasn’t a good outcome.
“We bought a white elephant,” I tell her.
“You mean dump.”
“Basically.”
“But it’s near the water, right? The ocean.” Ocean sliding off her tongue. As if I own half a slice of heaven.
Through the smudged window, my eyes travel the width of the two lane road. Not likely to see a Beemer, Benz, or Bentley whizz past this stretch. “It’s not South Beach,” I tell her.
“How close to the ocean?”
I pick a dead fly out of the dismal orangey color drapes. “Close enough to drown myself.”
Across the road, a line of dark water is visible. If measured in actual inches, using my thumb and forefinger, I would estimate approximately four inches of Atlantic can be viewed from right here.
“Rhonda, can you hold on a minute?”
“You need to pee? I don’t have a lot of time.”
“Just for a sec, I want to increase the air conditioner. This room is broiling.”
Unfortunately, the unit is already set on the coldest number. The air coming out feels murky to lukewarm. “Fuck.”
It’s going to be quite the Christmas season. Billy wants to string lights along the building. Big ugly bulbs in every garish color. I suggested small white twinkle lights: Veto Veto Veto.
My neck feels sweaty behind my ponytail. I sit on the bed and the springs pop. “Sorry. Where were we?”
“You know, I never trusted that guy. Billy. Why not Bill or Will or even William?”
“How should I know? He’s caught in a time warp.” I run my hand over the tired-looking bedspread, a diamond pattern in turquoise and coral. “I think he’s doing several of the maids.”
Rhonda lets out a snort. “Old hippie asshole jerkoff. I bet he’s under-endowed. Is he? So what are you going to do, just stay there and paint rooms and suck it up? Is he?”
I lie back wondering if he’s used this room for sex? “No, he’s endowed. I have to come up with a plan.”
“Maybe one of his maids can buy out your share.”
“If you’re going to offer advice, at least make it logical. Where is a chamber maid going to come up with that much cash?”
“Sister dear, you are a tad naïve. They’ve all got their little trade on the side. I’m sure those ladies are set up fine. The maid gig is their cover. I mean, give me a break.”
I scratch my shoulder that feels bumpy, hoping the bed bugs haven’t found a path into room 3A. Rhonda is stuck on that series Weed starring Mary Louise Parker in the role of drug-dealing housewife. “You got that idea from watching Weed, right?” My throat feels dry. After the asbestos removal, a lot of microbes still hang in the air.
“Hold on a sec while I check the mini-bar.”
“Again! I told you I’m in a hurry.”
One dented can of Ginger Ale. I despise Ginger Ale. It shouts old people Florida. I pop it anyway, swig, spitting it on the carpet. “Flat!” I’m yelling now but who cares? The few guests we have here look like Vegas losers detoured on their way to nowhere.
Someone is pounding on the door. I ignore this. Then it opens and it’s Billy holding a level. “Shut the damn door you’re letting my cold air out. What there is of it.”
He steps in slowly, a stealth look on his face, eyes roaming the room. A bleached out blue, those eyes – I used to find them so appealing. “What do you want?” I say.
“Who’s on the phone?”
“One of your bimbettes. Tracking you down. No beagles this time, strictly bloodhounds.”
Unfazed he says, “This room only needs cosmetic.” He’s wearing the usual paint-splattered shorts and a surfboard logo T-shirt that partially melted in the dryer. That’s another thing— the whole building needs re-wiring.
“Are you for real? This room is a gut-job.”
When a room is particularly disgusting, he says we need to gut it. When it’s just gross he calls it cosmetic. He’s kneeling, lining up his level under the window edge.
“Call you later,” I tell Rhonda but she’s already hung up.
“Who was that?” he says again.
“Look, I’ve been sleeping in here and I would say this is a gut. The walls are cracking. The glass shower doors are glopped with black mold, they’ve got to go. The toilet tank is broken along the edge. Who sells toilet parts in desert brown these days? Huh? The whole world wants white and fresh. Granite if you’re really going to do it up right.”
He doesn’t even glance my way.
“Take that air conditioner – it’s a joke. It’s like an artificial plant. Well what do you want, Billy? I have things to do.”
He grins and tosses his level onto the chair. “You wanna fuck for the season?”
Susan Tepper is the author of six published books. Her newest is a collection called ‘dear Petrov’ that will be released this winter by Pure Slush Books. http://www.susantepper.com